History and nothing about it

There's something about history... it's just not always as helpful as it should be. That is if you can't look at it right. I let others use me too much, and I know this. But I'm always telling myself I'm going to work on changing this. Yet if I think about it, I've been doing this for years longer than the last time it's had been too long... will I forever repeat this behavior?

Looking back I often find myself wondering where I went wrong. I can't help but decide something else could have happened to make a situation better. What will happen will happen though, and if I can just roll with it, I'll be that much more better off.